.kaling's block.
why is it so hard to start studying? i know we have like damn alot to study for exams but i just can't get myself started. i think i have a problem. i just can't start on stuff. its like having writer's block, 'cept this is studier's block. is there such a thing? maybe i shall invent it and call it KaLing's block. haha.
anyway, i've been sitting in front of the computer for the past hour, procrastinating studying for my finals. i went out to chat with the 'rents, went downstairs to watch How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days (kate Hudson is hot...), had dinner.. the works.. everything EXCEPT start studying. argh.
i miss old times. i miss my friends at school. cempaka. billie, jo-anne, weikit, ronnie, gavin.. i miss you all.. without them is like missing my right hand. yes, billie, i know you're here n all but i hardly get to see you. well, not as often as in school. we used to see each other for 7 hours of our lives every single day. and now we're lucky if we even get to see each other more than three hours a week. sigh. what happened to us. will we just be faces we pass by on the street?.. i hope that i wont be the person that you see and go "hey, you look familiar. do i know you?".. its a scary thought. really it is.
i hope never to forget you. all the people that have played such an integral part of my lives. two years ago i could never have imagined spending a day without the madness of billie tan or the weirdness of jo-anne. but here we are now. jo-anne's a whole continent away. billie n i are separated by time and work, which might as well put us in different continents. but we'll work it out. we always do.